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Name: Cheryl
Birthday: 10/11/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Friends, parties, computer, writing, pool (the game),swimming, summer, music, sushi, band camp, being idiotic at times, TV, photography, drawing, art, candy, hot tub, shadow men, late night trips to brusters, being a college student with Dzel, going to movies, roller coasters, layouts, food, bulling (haha Katy), sleeping, getting to know people, alone time, laughing, smiling, being happy, thinking, candid pictures, Happy Tree Friends, dark red, lime green, silver, kissing, play fighting(because I always win;-)), wrestling, and much much more.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
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Member Since:
11/18/2003
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| "Never regret anything that once made you smile."
Hmm...Quotes on the wall of Hamilton. 
Although many will disagree, teenagers can be so wise.
I have no regrets.
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| I think its about time for an update.
I LOVE DEA FREAKING KUNOVAC!
I have my earrings back. My life is in order. A song is only a song
again. It's quickly approaching midnight and I have school tomorrow.
Its the start of a whole new week. Another glorious Monday. I have a
love hate relationship with Mondays. I love them because the signify
the beginning of endless possibilities but they also represent the end
of the previous week. I should get some rest but every time I sleep I
wake up again so sleeping has become a rather pointless activity. I
feel alive. I feel so incredibly energized lately. I seem to have
stopped caring about anything and everything all together which is
working out quite nicely for me.
Law and Order SVU is on. I think I'll watch that when I'm finished here.
So
the state GHP interview went surprisingly well. I feel very confident
about Central's chances of victory in the area of Fine Arts. I
want to begin here by thanking everyone involved in this process.
Everyone has been so supportive and encouraging. I can't thank you all
enough. I never would have gotten where I am if it wasn't for all of
your help and encouragement. You all kept me going. You kept me sane
throughout this entire process including the extremely unnecessary period the
judges allow you wait while they're deciding your fate. This experience
has been so life changing. I feel like my future is on the line.
Its empowering. Its amazing. Its everything I want and its giving me
this unnatural feeling like I can conquer the world without a obstacle
being set in my way. I don't know where all of this is coming from. I
have never once in my life felt an emotion this strong.
So, for the interview.
Karma has been good to me. I was interviewed by two of the nicest,
most inquisitive people I have ever met. My luck could not have been
better. My whole view on this process has changed. When this started, I
felt like I didn't deserve it. I felt like everyone wanted to be sent
to Valdosta more than I did. Go figure that my opinion about that would
completely do a 180 once I arrived at Clayton College on Saturday. All
of the nervousness and anxiety I had been refusing to feel suddenly
burst out in a extreme wave of excitement.
I'm still surfing it. I don't ever want to come down from this wave.
Banana Bread and Mango Twist made my weekend.
Life is complete, and I couldn't ask for more. How did I ever get so lucky?
The only part of this that brings me the least bit of sadness is
knowing that if I go to Valdosta this summer, I'll be passing up the
Neuroscience and Behavioral Internship at Emory. These are two things
that mean the world to me and I can't decide which one would be a more
unforgettable experience.
I love knowing that time will never pass you by as long as it is not
wasted. There will always be another chance further down the road.
Prediction: Snow tomorrow.
Ha. It just keeps getting better.
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::EDIT::
'Tis 1:11 in the a.m. Goodnight, and Happy Monday
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| Today is Forever
My GHP interview is in less than two weeks. It is approaching so
insanely quickly that I can barely stop to think and take a breath
before I'll be there, at the college being questioned by people I
hardly know about part of my life so personal that I can rarely define
it myself. Knowing that experience is coming...it's frightening...nerve
wracking...and extremely....exciting.
Ivan and I finally had a chance to hang out yesterday! After what, a
year of knowing each other? I think we've hung out only twice before
now in that past year. He and Amanda met me in the art room after school
and we talked about a few of the latest occurrences. They looked at the
GHP portfolios and then we all departed. Ivan and I met up later and we
spent a few hours at Discover Mills. Sadly, Amanda couldn't make it. We
will certainly hang out next time Amanda.
This week seems dull. It's the rain...I know it is. Rainy days always
cloud my head. They make the world seem unexplainably off balance but
then again I could not live without them. There's nothing better than
driving in the rain at night and watching the traffic lights reflect
off the water on your windshield. It's such a refreshing experience.
The move was a success. I am not speaking to one set of
parents...or...maybe they're not speaking to me. I'm not really sure of
that at this moment. Hopefully the tenseness of this situation will
reside soon. For now I am content with the way things are. I should have done this a long time ago.
I've finally decided to surrender in this constant battle I fight with
math. I am dropping down to CP. I hate knowing that, but I refuse
to let math be the one grade that negatively affects my GPA.
I believe that's all for tonight. Have a wonderful week everyone!
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| Do you ever feel like you can't rely on yourself?
I realized tonight that since August of 2005 I have questioned everything I instinctively felt. Now I realize that the majority of the time I was right. It was a good realization. I feel more confident in myself.
I feel like a new person. I feel free and happy...really happy. I've been so positive lately!
So, for the best news EVER,
I GOT MY IPOD YESTERDAY! 30 GB. Mhmm
Man I've been waiting since Christmas for this! I uploaded all of my songs onto it a few hours ago. I'm really glad i sprang for the 30GB instead of the 2 GB. There are 1.90 GB taken up already.
I'm sure that means nothing to most of you. I'm just freakng excited.
So, I am almost 90% finished with my art project and it turned out WONDERFUL! I think all of the things that have been goingon lately have all been fueled into making this project amazing. I am so pleased. It's probably the best thing I've done since that portrait of the girl last year.
This is going to be quite a week. I'm not really looking foward to Friday.
Wait, I'm lying. I can't wait.
Sometimes you don't know what's good for you until it smacks you in the face.
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| I'm so bipolar and A.D.D. sometimes! I come home...think of sleeping...start working on an art project...remember I have to do homework, then get distracted and watch a movie.
I think I need a day planner.
GHP is in less than a month. I keep telling myself I'm not nervous, but honestly, I'm about to pee my pants over here. I'm SO NERVOUS! It's STATE! Not county. Not just hanging out in the art room with Collier and Ms. Hamilton. It's STATE! The interview that determines what is going to happen to my summer. The interview that determines whether or not I go to Valdosta.
And there's still so much to do!! I feel like I'm running out of time!
Well, I'm working on this one sculpture and I really like the way things are turning out. It started off kind of uncertainly but It's really starting to turn out nice. I haven't been this excited about a project in a long time. On top of that project we're doing this thing in class where we have to make an insect out of matte board. I chose a rhinoceros beetle. I don't think many people have heard of them. They're pretty ugly critters. Not something you would want to have a close encounter with.
If the image doesn't work, see for yourself:
http://img138.imageshack.us/my.php?image=rhinoceros20beetle3sk.jpg
I saw one at the Y once. It was outside of course. I would never be able to make myself go back if I saw one of these in the locker rooms.
I want to be back at school so I can work more in the art room! I wish I could ditch classes all day and just hang out in there working. I like to zone out on a project. It's fun getting really into it and then seeing the finished product. It's fun hanging out with Dea and Catherine and talking about getting Chris an armpit waxing with plaster.
This is something I will definitely miss when GHP preparation is over.
I have a CD playing. It's not mine...well, I guess it is. It was surrendered to me because I like it so much. If someday you're dying to get it back, I want my earrings in return.
Mmm...Apple pie. I have met one person in my life who dislikes it. That is a sin. Apple pie is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G.
Dzel's birthday is Sunday. I must go shopping to find her an awesome present.
For now I have chemistry to do. Excuse me...stoichiometry. By the way, did he ever explain exactly what that is?
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